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Right Now

2010-03-17T04:53:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since i updated my blog, and it was on the 5 june. Recently, i had a lot of ups and downs and i still manage to overcome it. Last year, a lot of things happened and i couldn't believe that another year had just went by and i'm a year older. Besides, i just graduated from my college for higher diploma and i had so many memories, both good and bad and they taught me a lot about life.

Life is just like a writer and an unpublished book, you are the writer; the unpublished book is your life. You will determine how you want to lead your life cause there is no one other than yourself knows what you want to do in your life and every decision you make will affect you and the people around you. Life is about writing a new chapter for yourself everyday, and you can never go back. You may not change the past, but you can change the future. Sometimes, we may meet new people in our lives and some may leave you to another place or another world, but that doesn't mean you will be forgotten. The decisions and the people will help you grow to become a better person and we must learn to accept for the decisions that we had made and continue to live on, or else we will be trapped in the past and we may never grow to become that better person.

Life is about how we express ourselves everyday. If you want to live happily, you have to find and do the things that makes you happy cause no one wants to live a miserable life. However, life may not turn up the way that we always wanted. People may encountered some problems in life and they just don't know how to solve it. Actually everyone in the walks of life have problems and it just depends how you think of it. If you take it seriously, it may ruined your life. Although you can take something lightly, that doesn't mean everything. Therefore, we have to acknowledge and fully aware of the decisions in our life and we shouldn't rush into making it.

Although i felt a little regret in leaving without finishing my degree, i never intend to look back. It makes me feel sad that i have to leave all the memories behind, but i know that i have to move on and so as for all of you who is reading this blog cause life is full of challenges and we have only one chance to experience in our entire lives. I hope that this may inspire your life. God bless

Changes

2009-06-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

In real life, people do often make changes in many different ways and in many different situations. The changes that we live in are divided in categories which is good for us or bad for us, and we can't stop what the world is changing around us. People might say that they can change back the way that they wanted, but do you think that you can just live in the past for the rest of your life and never move on?

We face changes every minute and every second of our daily life and we should not look back into the past if we are to live everyday. You can maintain the dates of your calendar and keep hold of yourself or you might just want to keep yourself from the outside world, but how long will you last and realize that this is futile? People are not the creator of time and we don't have the ability to stop time, only God creates time and only Him will decide your fate in time. Even we use time machines to change our past, then we are just playing God.

The changes that we face are often good for us and we should not blame the results. Even we are to blame, blame ourselves for creating it. God creates changes and miracles for people and we are the one who have to utilize it. Every changes in life serves a lesson to all of us and it often shows one thing in common- the definition of life. Therefore, don't try to hide from the changes that we face; rather we should just face the changes if we are to continue to live among each other.

For those who are facing a hard time in life, remember to have faith in yourself and start to make some arrangements in your life. Although we are not the creator of time, that does not mean that we can't create our own destiny. God creates changes for us to learn from our mistakes. If we don't learn, we will never grow. Like a plant, you can't stop the plant from growing unless you provide water and good soil. For us, we are like plants; the soil is our foundation, water is our changes and God is our sunlight. So, we must learn to grow from the changes of our past.

To conclude, don't try to avoid the changes that is coming for you; invite, utilize and move on in your life because you may not know what is the end results and most of all, what God has planned for you. Remember one thing, God has never put us to suffer, He wants us to learn from our mistakes and continue to live through the changes in our life. So, believe in Him and believe in yourself that you can face it. God bless.

Belief and Beautiful

2009-04-04T11:16:00.000-07:00

In the real world, ppl do often criticize others and take their weakness as for their own amusement. Bt wht they dun realize is tht y they start all of this in the first place. Well, now i do understand. It all starts with the person hving a hard time living in his/her own life and in order to relieve his/her pain, he/she may bring others' prob as their own amusement. In the end, who r we to pity?? therefore, if we r to avoid, we must hv belief. It may sound weird in this sense, bt try to think it as a sense of belief in ur God for help, which means seek help from Him. No matter when or where, u must believe in Him tht He will try to put upon sth good in ur life and He will erase all the sins tht u hv in ur life. Besides, try to pray everyday b4 u sleep and after u wake up and even go to temple or church every week to show ur belief and dedication in Him. From tht day onwards, put Him as ur 1st thing in ur life cause no matter wht, u can always count on Him to help u when u're in need.

There is always a saying "a picture is worth a thousands words". This really amaze me cause it's really hard to find a thousand words to paint out ur love for a woman. The word "beautiful" will b the 1st word to come out in my mind when i start to think of her. I met her through our first meeting in church today and i cant really find another to replace her beauty and her charming smile to me. This mayb my love for a 1st sight and now i really cant stop thinking about her beautiful smile cause there's one said " a smile can make a difference to anyone" and now i know y. To me, now the word beautiful can b descirbed in her onli. Bt, the true definition can b described in many ways tht u can define a certain thing tht is worth for u to like and love.

Now after the service, i felt tht God has brought me to a new church and met a lot of new faces. I hv nt onli met a lot of new friends, bt also gave me the chance to make my turning point in life. I cant say tht love lasts forever and she may hv a bf alr, bt with wht today tht i hd learned in church, i start to feel a sense of change in me and i will continue to turn to this positive side to nt onli help myself, bt also to help out my friends so tht they can live in peace and harmony. I'll stop my blog here and i hope tht the ppl who r reading this may inspire ur life. God bless u all =D

Life- Part 2

2009-04-01T12:26:00.000-07:00

To live a wonderful life, its nt onli to hv everything tht u hv ever desired, its how u make urself and others live in peace and harmony. In life, one must nt avoid any mistakes in life cause the onli thing tht will help u growing is ur mistakes. For the past few yrs, i hd done a lot of mistakes and now thinking back, it serves as a lesson tht i cant never gt from anywhere else.

It may nt b easy for some of u to live life in a hard way, bt tht doesnt mean tht u hv to make it more miserable than ever. Hope and belief r the keys in ur life if u r willing to give urself a second chance to change. No matter wht religion u r, u must hv faith in ur God and He will belief in u cause God has put faith in us when He built us. So, y dun give urself a chance to change the future from ur past so tht u can live happily??

In addition, dont try to avoid any challenges in life cause they r the onli thing tht will ever keep u from learning. Even if u face the hardest challenge, u shouldnt run away from it. Put in ur strength to face it and move ahead cause these struggles u face r juz wht u need to fulfill ur potential for greatness. Take the movie "300" for example, u can see even with 300 spartans against 2,000,000 persians, the spartans knew tht they were outnumbered, bt they still continue to fight to the end and left number of casualties for the persians and in the end, they were forced to retreat.

I'll end this blog here and i hope tht i hv shed some light for those who r reading this. Take care and God bless.

Life

2009-03-31T11:45:00.000-07:00

Life...is simple. U make choices and dun look back. For me, i agree to disagree cause u cant change wht is being done in the past. In this past few months, there r so many things happenned in my life, there r some good times and there r as well bad times. During the good times, i enjoyed life so much tht how i wish it could juz stop there, bt i start to think...if there is onli good times in my life, then there is nth left for me to learn mistakes tht i take for granted in anything tht i hv done or others hv done to me. To simplify, without knowing wht is right and wrong, we will never learn and change. There is a saying "there is nth right or wrong in life, onli u urself can define it and nt by wht other ppl think of it." i've been living with this motto for quite some time and i start to feel tht it is quite true as well. In life, there is nth good or bad, wht lies behind it is how u see this and how u think of it.

Besides, u cant take everything serious in life cause u will find it hard to go through if u try to go against it. My mentor said to me tht if u take everything seriously in (hotel) life, then u will find it hard to live through and gt along with the industry. From wht i heard, there r a lot of ppl had walk this path and now they r pursuing in other careers. Wht ever it is, dun try to think tht the whole world is against u. Remember tht humans r born to b creative, nt to b perfect cause nth is perfect in this world.

To conclude, gv urself and others a chance to change and dun take everything so serious so tht u may live in peace and harmony. I may continue this in another part in the future. To those who r reading this, i hope tht u can drop down everything in the past and start to chase ur dream and live for the future. Take care and God bless...=D

Complaint too much

2009-02-22T08:47:00.000-08:00

Recently, i'm hving my internship in Sunway Resort Hotel & Spa and i start to wonder whether this is the right course for me. Day by day, i began to wonder as if this is only juz the beginning of a nightmare or is this all juz an illusion cause my life is totally like hell. Everyday, i've to gt up early to help them do their chorrs or called unfinish business. To me, tht is nt the big prob, the real prob lies on the fucking manager who is sitting there juz run her mouth the way tht she juz like owned the place. For God's sake, i dun gt paid and i hv to work for u and somemore let u hummiliate me and take away my dignity in front of the guests. Totally an arrogant self-centered bitch...

Overall, this is the onli darkest hours in my life. At work, the staff are quite nice and friendly to me and i respect them a lot cause they are really caring and helpful to me. After work, i enjoyed spending time with my friends for dinner, supper or juz chillin' in the room or even the condo's park. In this past few days, i've been thinking a lot and i found out tht i've complaint too much on the bitch and as well as the fucking retarded tasks tht been assigned by her. Actually, although its really retarded and i didnt learn anything from there in these past few months, i realised tht if i ignore all this and pretend her reprimands are juz like songs, my days in the restaurant will soon fly by so fast. So far, i've learnt to endure and nt to take anything too seriously when they are nt supposed to..

Few days ago, i planned to continue my 3rd of degree in Australia and i found my college, which is known as Griffith. I wish to move there cause i've heard tht nt onli tht i can earn money during training, bt also i wish to pursue my interest in bartending and i heard tht there is the best place to learn a lot more than wht i can learn in Taylors. I've talked to my dad and he agreed to let me go there, now is left tht i need to find out info about the school, the living place, my credit transfer and visa. There is a 70% of probability tht i will continue there and the 30% left is tht i will miss my friends here in KL. Guys, if u're reading this, i wan to thank u all for the times tht we hv and i will nt 4gt the friendship and the times tht we are goofing around.

Ok, i'll stop my blog here today...Cya!!

I can’t smile without you...

2008-12-02T06:53:00.000-08:00

“I can’t smile without you”
Duration: 3:14
By: Barry Manilow
Year: 1978

*whistle*
You know
I can’t smile without you
Can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh
And I can’t sing
Finding it hard
To do anything (and I see)
Feel sad when you’re sad
Feel glad when you’re glad
If you only knew
What I’m going through
I just can’t smile without you

You came along
Just like a song
And brighten my day
Who would believe in
You’re the part of the dream
Now it all seems
Like you give it away
Now you know
I can’t smile without you
Can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh
And I can’t sing
Finding it hard
To do anything (and I see)
Feel sad when you’re sad
Feel glad when you’re glad
If you only knew
What I’m going through
I just can’t smile without you

Some people said
Happiness takes so very long to find
While I find it hard
Believe in your heart behind (and you see)
I can’t smile without you
Can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh
And I can’t sing
Finding it hard
To do anything (and I see)
Feel glad when you’re glad
Feel sad when you’re sad
If you only knew
What I’m going through
I just can’t smile without you

Can’t smile without you X3…

2008-11-02T03:40:00.000-08:00

Recently, questions still pop into my head on every judgement tht i hd made for myself in these couple of days. Now, i cant describe the feelings tht i hv right now when im writing this blog. Sometimes, i ever doubt myself tht did i made the right decision for everyone including myself. Currently, i cant concentrate or do anything right, like studying, reading books, watching movies, or even playing games. Wht's even worse?? i cant even laugh at some hilarious jokes from Russell Peters, Gabriel Iglesias and the late Bernie Mac. The first question tht i ask myself, "Wht is happening to me?"

Actually, i dun wan to question myself too much cause i will end up in a very horrible way. I tried to remain a calm and positive thinking at all times, bt i cant stop myself from thinking about it. I thought about the reason tht i became this way- love.

There is a saying, "it took one day to know someone, one week to love someone, bt it takes a lifetime to forget someone." I tried to forget about this "love", bt i dunno why i still keep thinking about her...its nt tht we had any memories together or sth like tht, bt the images of her is printed in my brain. Her images even shown up in my dreams, leaving me encounter sleepless nights until i hv gone late for some classes last few weeks. I cant blame her for doing this cause she's innocent, and i blame for myself tht i cant drop the ball when i said to myself its over.

I thought of cutting my heart out or shoot myself in the head is the solution, bt its my insanity who whispers these kind of words to me in my head. There's onli one and effective solution to myself and tht is to give myself more time and dont try to think too much on the past eventhough i grief about it. I dun wan to whinned or nagged like an old man, i wan to keep myself mature in thinking and dun grief about the bad decisions. I know one thing for sure, even the decision tht i made is bad, it can serve as a lesson to me.

Lastly, i hope tht i can pick myself up as soon as possible and start moving forward and i hope all of my friends will do the same as well. Let us nt grief for our past and bad memories and start making our own success for our future. May God bless us all and i wish everyone hv a nice day. Peace.

Sacrifices...

2008-10-31T08:08:00.000-07:00

In life, we hv to make some sacrifices, no matter it is love, studies, or any kinds of situations. There is a saying, "Desperate times call for desperate measures." Well, it is time for me to make myself yet another sacrifice. It may sound stupid for some of u, bt I think this is best for me and especially for her. I try to b happy for once in my life, by finding the right one and all i can say tht is fruitless. Yet, i dun blame anyone on this matter...

Now, i think im done going through with this cause the outcome will b a tragedy after the confesion part and i really hate it since i hd lost a good friend, and im nt going to let history to repeat again after coming to KL. Besides, im done complaining and whinning on this matter. So, to avoid these prob, i decide to step down.

Lastly, i juz wan to let her know one thing. I really love her with all my heart, bt i dun wan to risk everything juz by loving her, especially risking on the friendship tht we build. Also, i wan her to b happy throughout her life since i know tht i cant give the kind of happiness tht she wants...So, i juz hope tht she find her true happiness and live it for the rest of her life and I also hope tht she can read this blog and realise tht there is one person will always love her forever. Je t'aime.

The Forgotten

2008-09-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

there was this very single day,
i was walking alone in this alleyway,
when i saw a kitten struggling all alone,
i asked "oh poor thing, don't you have a home?"

the kitten said while trying to stand still,
my mom has left me and gone with a cat named phil,
my dad is suffering from his illness and has to take a lot of pills,
luckily he still manage to pay all the bills,

i have no friends, they say i am black and small,
not worth their time, attention and all,
i am living in a world full of walls,
walls that i can't climb as i continue to fall,

once in a while an angel sent from God comes around,
her heart so pure and eyes so round,
she gave me a smile when i was down,
she told me that everything will be alright so never frown,

she gave me wings so i could fly,
for once i overcome the walls and saw the sky,
so bright so peaceful, i flew so high,
i wish i could just stay in the sky,

saying this the kitten fell,
it can't stand up but it continued to tell,
i've been living without food and it felt like hell,
just like a prisoner living in a cell,

once there was a cute little mouse,
who came to my aid even though it was told,
that the kitten will eat her alive because it had a heart so cold,
she stood by me even though she got scold,

they say cat have nine lives,
i wonder how long could i survive,
to grow up as a cat who had a life,
to have someone who love you in their life,

after that the kitten passed out,
seems like its time has finally ran out,
nature will do its work eventually,
and this little kitten will be forgotten completely...

Where'd you go

2008-09-22T07:43:00.000-07:00

Featured Holly Brook and Jonah Matranga by Fort Minor (Uncensored edition)

Where'd you go, I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home

She said
Some days I feel like shit, some days I wanna
Quit, and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but the trips always feel so long, and
I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot working my day around a
Call that when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know it's a little fucked up, that
I'm stuck here waiting
At times debating telling you that I've had it with you
And your career
Me and the rest of the family here
Singing where'd you go

Come back home, you know that place where you used to live?
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every Halloween
With candy by the pile
But now you only stop by every once in a while
(Yeah) I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine, and I'm planning to keep it that way
And you can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you:
I want you to know it's a little fucked up, that
I'm stuck here waiting
At times debating telling you that I've had it with you
And your career
Me and the rest of the family here
Singing where'd you go

I want you to know it's a little fucked up, that
I'm stuck here waiting
No longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless
It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got 'till it's gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here
And you can sing it

Attack of the Tags

2008-09-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

After being tagged by evonne, I have to write a blog about 15 things about myself.
Here it goes...

I love hip-hop attires.
I love all kinds of musics, except death metal.
I want to find a mentor in breakdancing.
I love football and futsal.
I love hanging out with my friends.
I love my family and my friends.
I am single and not available.
I love watching comedy.
I am a crap extremist.
I want to grow long hair, but not too long.
I love cars.
I seldom read newspapers.
I love my God.
I love to read articles about facts.
I will learn to change myself for me and for her (since she doesn't like me speaks foul languages and so).

Here I don't tag anyone cause it's troublesome...Thank you all for those reading this and have a nice day. =D

Love or Like??

2008-09-14T02:19:00.000-07:00

Like defines as to regard somebody as pleasant and enjoy that person's company while love can be defined as for somebody who is loved romantically or sexually. In this era, more than 90% of the world population, which is 7 billion people, still confused with the differences of these 2 words, including myself at first. However, after giving in a lot of thoughts, reconsiderations and the help from God Himself, finally I had my eyes open.

At this point of my life, although like is important to me, I wish to love somebody as well and I had found that somebody. Nevertheless, there are obstacles that lies ahead of me, not only physically but also mentally as well. The main thing is that I don't have the courage to say...Sometimes, mentally I will ask myself whether I like her or I love her. After that, another question appears- "do I deserve to love her? If so, can I bring the happiness that she deserves to have?". In the end, questions start to feed on my determination and make me feel hopeless and soon i lose my morale in doing anything such as studying, hanging out with my friends, joking, and the list goes on.

My friends had gave me some advices on this issue and i appreciate for their kindness and care for me and I had learnt to change my behaviour. These changes are not only make for myself, but also to the people around me, especially to the one that I love. Here I want to wish everyone and the people who is viewing this blog a best of luck in their lives and hope you all can learn to change for the people around you and the one that you loved with the power of love. Thank you all for those who care for me and have a nice day. =D

The Unforgiving World

2008-09-11T01:29:00.000-07:00

On this small planet, most of the religion had an ideology saying that when all walks of life, no matter race or the difference in the color of the skin, all should work together and live as one. However, these are just ideology....In the real world, wars happening everywhere, racism scatters throughout the whole world, cold wars between countries....and yet, the worst part is that even the closest person to us are being realsitic, selfish, narrow-minded....im not here to specify who are those ppl or criticizing anyone around me, im here to talk in general, which means everyone who faces these kind of ppl in the world.

Although it may sound disbelief, the world is an unforgiving place and it is a fact. Most of the ppl will say respect can make a difference, bt in the end it ends up like barter trade system. If you have power and money, respect will come. Traditionally, if you were able to respect yourself and others, others will respect you as well. Just like i said, this is whole different world, where you can buy respect. Besides, ppl nowadays can buy love....mostly i despise these kind of ppl. In the early years, love is a kind of relationship between a man and a woman, or in between same sex which is in friendship or something else and everyone can love freedomly. In this world, the rich ppl will intend to hook up or pimp themselves to get women and for the women, they will sell love in exchange for anything luxurious because they think they deserved it.

So, for those ppl who is viewing this article, just bear in mind tht although we cant change the world into the way we wanted, we can still live peacefully and in harmony among one another. Dont think too much, search your own feelings and live your own life. There is one saying from the legendary singer Bob Marley "Dont Worry, Be Happy" and this saying has become one of his greatest hits before he passed away. Let's be happy, learn to forgive and forget and you will learn to move forward. Take care all of you and have a nice day. =D

20 yrs life

2008-09-01T09:22:00.000-07:00

Today i celebrate my 20th birthday and actually it's nth much, it's juz an ordinary day...Im nt like any other person, whether they r rich or poor, they can still enjoy their birthday. Bt to me, it never gave me any good memories, and this day will always goes by easily in a snap and it will all be forgotten by everyone...I realise tht my birthday means nth to me cause it's juz like any other day to me- same old shit, different days, months and years. For tonight, nth much happen...ray/may come, sit down, chat so and so, watch "Death Race" or some malay folks will call "Perlumbaan Maut", and go home...Somemore, i recieved their gift...an echo park shirt. Thanks to Lippy, Evonne, Ray/May and the ppl who remember my birthday. Although it's nth much, I appreciate the efforts...thanks guys for remembering it.

Blog "Updated"

2008-08-28T03:52:00.000-07:00

Finally, spending few days in changing my blog and getting used to the settings....bt still, im such a noob in it. Here i wan to thank Lippy and Evonne for helping me out on the blog...U two r the best. ^^

Actually nth to post these few days as there's nth special happen....unless for Ray/May progress...haha. Anyway, gratz ray for "choosing the right path"...hahaha, waiting for his marriage invitation and i can bet my top dollar tht he's eager to move in with May in the future to Mentari Court. Tht time, we hv to find a "single room" for them so tht they can feel their "comfort" and "warmth" between each other. I know tht when he's reading this, he'll say a bunch of familiar words such as "kanasai", "cheh", "ADRIAN OHHH...." and the list goes on.

Ok la, enough crappin' for now...save it for next time. Im out. Peace.

The thorn inside me...

2008-08-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

I dunno wht happen to me in this past few weeks...in some point of time, i cant control my emotions, either im nt happy or sad. I cant figure out wht is it, bt there's sth missing in my heart...which is tht im missing some1 in my heart. I know tht even i say it out, she will nt accept it as her heart is belong to another person. I cant stop ppl from loving, cause i know wht it feels like to lose the things u love. In this past few weeks, starting to gt to know her more, and walk into her circle, the more tht i felt tht i wan to care about her more since we both hv sth in common. I dun know who can i tell this to, even to my friends cause this will worsen the friendship. Bt it is somehow difficult to keep it all inside, as it feels like there is a thousand tonnes of stones being placed on my heart...I really need an advice cause i know i cant hide it forever. From yesterday, the feeling grows even stronger until now...the more i gt closer to her, the more tht the feelings inside me grows.

So, about yesterday's birthday for ray, congratz of being 19...and it was very fun cause gt play pool, bt time swifts through like a wind and we all hv to depart...i miss the hang out time.

Planning for birthday

2008-08-22T09:51:00.000-07:00

Haiz, when it comes to planning some1's birthday....it's the shittest thing cause in my 20 yrs life, either is my mom who planned for me or i didnt do anything at all. Seriously, even i cant help to plan my own birthday planning, how do any1 hv to aspect tht i can do any good for some1 else?!....Even the real organiser is nt me, bt im also the organiser's support team...Well, it will b a pain in the ass for all of us. Haiz, y dun juz open a birthday party at ur burger stall?! nt onli can save cost, bt also easy to set up...since ur birthday gift is alr there, birthday boy...haha. Hope u're seeing this , birthday boy. Anyway, happy birthday to u, dude.

=.=

2008-08-17T09:58:00.000-07:00

Recently, i juz cant figure out y am i such a fool to her... i juz dunno how to describe this kind of feelings right now. Need time to b alone?? Well, i dun think so....cause i was born and live with a life like tht and there is nth tht i can do a shit about it. I know tht my destiny will b facing all the obstacles in my life alone and i know tht i'll never find the perfect girl or some may call "ur other half" cause it has been my curse since i was sucking pacifiers or still crawling around. No matter wht, this has been my fate, and no one is going to give a crap about it. When i fall in love with some1, another punk ass bitch will come in and take everything from me...i juz cant figure out y God hv to create a bunch of faggots like them in this world- to let me and the girl know tht how useless or talentless i am to them. Well, it has always been the same old shit from my childhood bt in a different time and place. Haizz...whtever...juz 4gt all this crap and move on since i cant change the world to the way i wanted.

Movie Night

2008-08-16T10:45:00.000-07:00

Juz went back from the cinema with Lippy, Evonne, Kar May and Anne(correct me if im wrong)...and today we saw Star Wars: Clone Wars. Overall, it's nt bad, and i hope it wont b too hard for some1 to understand as they never saw any star wars movies...haha. I dont wan to b a spoiler here...so for those star wars fans, it's worth watching it(in my opinion).

Overall: 3.5 out of 5

My Life

2008-08-14T07:16:00.000-07:00

Life is a mysterious path tht every living thing hs to go through...
In my 20 yrs of life, i hv seen a lot of things tht is happening around me, like how friends betray one another, some1 gt into some shit situation and many more....seems like it's countless.
Now starting to understand, actually life hs a lot of definition, depends on different perspectives and opinions....for me, life is like a story, and in tht story, is how u change the plot of the story and how u wan it to end...it's more or less like a movie...if u're smart enough to fix things right, u hv a good life; if nt, u've juz find urself gt F in the A. I think tht most of the ppl hv ups and downs in their life, including myself...recently i hv myself being screwed in sth tht i shouldnt b, bt tht hs been in the past and it is a well learnt lesson for me. B4 i was being adviced by my family and friends, i thought tht my life was meaningless and i always cant make things right...bt after tht, my friends gave me the same advice bt different types of approach, saying tht "Dont give up, juz b u". Tht time, i feel like i juz saw a light brighten up in my life...Now i will continue to struggle to live my life and overcome any obstacles tht lies ahead of me as i will nt backdown easily, and i will never quit fighting for it.
For me, right now i hv my family and some loyal friends is enough for me bcause they know wht is like to b in my shoes and most of all, they really care about me and i do really appreciate it.
Guess i hv crap too much, and it's time to end my very first blog...Hope u'all enjoy it. Peace.