there was this very single day,
i was walking alone in this alleyway,
when i saw a kitten struggling all alone,
i asked "oh poor thing, don't you have a home?"

the kitten said while trying to stand still,
my mom has left me and gone with a cat named phil,
my dad is suffering from his illness and has to take a lot of pills,
luckily he still manage to pay all the bills,

i have no friends, they say i am black and small,
not worth their time, attention and all,
i am living in a world full of walls,
walls that i can't climb as i continue to fall,

once in a while an angel sent from God comes around,
her heart so pure and eyes so round,
she gave me a smile when i was down,
she told me that everything will be alright so never frown,

she gave me wings so i could fly,
for once i overcome the walls and saw the sky,
so bright so peaceful, i flew so high,
i wish i could just stay in the sky,

saying this the kitten fell,
it can't stand up but it continued to tell,
i've been living without food and it felt like hell,
just like a prisoner living in a cell,

once there was a cute little mouse,
who came to my aid even though it was told,
that the kitten will eat her alive because it had a heart so cold,
she stood by me even though she got scold,

they say cat have nine lives,
i wonder how long could i survive,
to grow up as a cat who had a life,
to have someone who love you in their life,

after that the kitten passed out,
seems like its time has finally ran out,
nature will do its work eventually,
and this little kitten will be forgotten completely...
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Featured Holly Brook and Jonah Matranga by Fort Minor (Uncensored edition)

Where'd you go, I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home

She said
Some days I feel like shit, some days I wanna
Quit, and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but the trips always feel so long, and
I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot working my day around a
Call that when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know it's a little fucked up, that
I'm stuck here waiting
At times debating telling you that I've had it with you
And your career
Me and the rest of the family here
Singing where'd you go

Come back home, you know that place where you used to live?
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every Halloween
With candy by the pile
But now you only stop by every once in a while
(Yeah) I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine, and I'm planning to keep it that way
And you can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you:
I want you to know it's a little fucked up, that
I'm stuck here waiting
At times debating telling you that I've had it with you
And your career
Me and the rest of the family here
Singing where'd you go

I want you to know it's a little fucked up, that
I'm stuck here waiting
No longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless
It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got 'till it's gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here
And you can sing it
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After being tagged by evonne, I have to write a blog about 15 things about myself.
Here it goes...

1. I love hip-hop attires.
2. I love all kinds of musics, except death metal.
3. I want to find a mentor in breakdancing.
4. I love football and futsal.
5. I love hanging out with my friends.
6. I love my family and my friends.
7. I am single and not available.
8. I love watching comedy.
9. I am a crap extremist.
10. I want to grow long hair, but not too long.
11. I love cars.
12. I seldom read newspapers.
13. I love my God.
14. I love to read articles about facts.
15. I will learn to change myself for me and for her (since she doesn't like me speaks foul languages and so).

Here I don't tag anyone cause it's troublesome...Thank you all for those reading this and have a nice day. =D

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Like defines as to regard somebody as pleasant and enjoy that person's company while love can be defined as for somebody who is loved romantically or sexually. In this era, more than 90% of the world population, which is 7 billion people, still confused with the differences of these 2 words, including myself at first. However, after giving in a lot of thoughts, reconsiderations and the help from God Himself, finally I had my eyes open.

At this point of my life, although like is important to me, I wish to love somebody as well and I had found that somebody. Nevertheless, there are obstacles that lies ahead of me, not only physically but also mentally as well. The main thing is that I don't have the courage to say...Sometimes, mentally I will ask myself whether I like her or I love her. After that, another question appears- "do I deserve to love her? If so, can I bring the happiness that she deserves to have?". In the end, questions start to feed on my determination and make me feel hopeless and soon i lose my morale in doing anything such as studying, hanging out with my friends, joking, and the list goes on.

My friends had gave me some advices on this issue and i appreciate for their kindness and care for me and I had learnt to change my behaviour. These changes are not only make for myself, but also to the people around me, especially to the one that I love. Here I want to wish everyone and the people who is viewing this blog a best of luck in their lives and hope you all can learn to change for the people around you and the one that you loved with the power of love. Thank you all for those who care for me and have a nice day. =D
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On this small planet, most of the religion had an ideology saying that when all walks of life, no matter race or the difference in the color of the skin, all should work together and live as one. However, these are just ideology....In the real world, wars happening everywhere, racism scatters throughout the whole world, cold wars between countries....and yet, the worst part is that even the closest person to us are being realsitic, selfish, narrow-minded....im not here to specify who are those ppl or criticizing anyone around me, im here to talk in general, which means everyone who faces these kind of ppl in the world.

Although it may sound disbelief, the world is an unforgiving place and it is a fact. Most of the ppl will say respect can make a difference, bt in the end it ends up like barter trade system. If you have power and money, respect will come. Traditionally, if you were able to respect yourself and others, others will respect you as well. Just like i said, this is whole different world, where you can buy respect. Besides, ppl nowadays can buy love....mostly i despise these kind of ppl. In the early years, love is a kind of relationship between a man and a woman, or in between same sex which is in friendship or something else and everyone can love freedomly. In this world, the rich ppl will intend to hook up or pimp themselves to get women and for the women, they will sell love in exchange for anything luxurious because they think they deserved it.

So, for those ppl who is viewing this article, just bear in mind tht although we cant change the world into the way we wanted, we can still live peacefully and in harmony among one another. Dont think too much, search your own feelings and live your own life. There is one saying from the legendary singer Bob Marley "Dont Worry, Be Happy" and this saying has become one of his greatest hits before he passed away. Let's be happy, learn to forgive and forget and you will learn to move forward. Take care all of you and have a nice day. =D
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Today i celebrate my 20th birthday and actually it's nth much, it's juz an ordinary day...Im nt like any other person, whether they r rich or poor, they can still enjoy their birthday. Bt to me, it never gave me any good memories, and this day will always goes by easily in a snap and it will all be forgotten by everyone...I realise tht my birthday means nth to me cause it's juz like any other day to me- same old shit, different days, months and years. For tonight, nth much happen...ray/may come, sit down, chat so and so, watch "Death Race" or some malay folks will call "Perlumbaan Maut", and go home...Somemore, i recieved their gift...an echo park shirt. Thanks to Lippy, Evonne, Ray/May and the ppl who remember my birthday. Although it's nth much, I appreciate the efforts...thanks guys for remembering it.
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