I dunno wht happen to me in this past few weeks...in some point of time, i cant control my emotions, either im nt happy or sad. I cant figure out wht is it, bt there's sth missing in my heart...which is tht im missing some1 in my heart. I know tht even i say it out, she will nt accept it as her heart is belong to another person. I cant stop ppl from loving, cause i know wht it feels like to lose the things u love. In this past few weeks, starting to gt to know her more, and walk into her circle, the more tht i felt tht i wan to care about her more since we both hv sth in common. I dun know who can i tell this to, even to my friends cause this will worsen the friendship. Bt it is somehow difficult to keep it all inside, as it feels like there is a thousand tonnes of stones being placed on my heart...I really need an advice cause i know i cant hide it forever. From yesterday, the feeling grows even stronger until now...the more i gt closer to her, the more tht the feelings inside me grows.

So, about yesterday's birthday for ray, congratz of being 19...and it was very fun cause gt play pool, bt time swifts through like a wind and we all hv to depart...i miss the hang out time.
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