Finally, spending few days in changing my blog and getting used to the settings....bt still, im such a noob in it. Here i wan to thank Lippy and Evonne for helping me out on the blog...U two r the best. ^^

Actually nth to post these few days as there's nth special happen....unless for Ray/May progress...haha. Anyway, gratz ray for "choosing the right path"...hahaha, waiting for his marriage invitation and i can bet my top dollar tht he's eager to move in with May in the future to Mentari Court. Tht time, we hv to find a "single room" for them so tht they can feel their "comfort" and "warmth" between each other. I know tht when he's reading this, he'll say a bunch of familiar words such as "kanasai", "cheh", "ADRIAN OHHH...." and the list goes on.

Ok la, enough crappin' for now...save it for next time. Im out. Peace.
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I dunno wht happen to me in this past few weeks...in some point of time, i cant control my emotions, either im nt happy or sad. I cant figure out wht is it, bt there's sth missing in my heart...which is tht im missing some1 in my heart. I know tht even i say it out, she will nt accept it as her heart is belong to another person. I cant stop ppl from loving, cause i know wht it feels like to lose the things u love. In this past few weeks, starting to gt to know her more, and walk into her circle, the more tht i felt tht i wan to care about her more since we both hv sth in common. I dun know who can i tell this to, even to my friends cause this will worsen the friendship. Bt it is somehow difficult to keep it all inside, as it feels like there is a thousand tonnes of stones being placed on my heart...I really need an advice cause i know i cant hide it forever. From yesterday, the feeling grows even stronger until now...the more i gt closer to her, the more tht the feelings inside me grows.

So, about yesterday's birthday for ray, congratz of being 19...and it was very fun cause gt play pool, bt time swifts through like a wind and we all hv to depart...i miss the hang out time.
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Haiz, when it comes to planning some1's birthday....it's the shittest thing cause in my 20 yrs life, either is my mom who planned for me or i didnt do anything at all. Seriously, even i cant help to plan my own birthday planning, how do any1 hv to aspect tht i can do any good for some1 else?!....Even the real organiser is nt me, bt im also the organiser's support team...Well, it will b a pain in the ass for all of us. Haiz, y dun juz open a birthday party at ur burger stall?! nt onli can save cost, bt also easy to set up...since ur birthday gift is alr there, birthday boy...haha. Hope u're seeing this , birthday boy. Anyway, happy birthday to u, dude.
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Recently, i juz cant figure out y am i such a fool to her... i juz dunno how to describe this kind of feelings right now. Need time to b alone?? Well, i dun think so....cause i was born and live with a life like tht and there is nth tht i can do a shit about it. I know tht my destiny will b facing all the obstacles in my life alone and i know tht i'll never find the perfect girl or some may call "ur other half" cause it has been my curse since i was sucking pacifiers or still crawling around. No matter wht, this has been my fate, and no one is going to give a crap about it. When i fall in love with some1, another punk ass bitch will come in and take everything from me...i juz cant figure out y God hv to create a bunch of faggots like them in this world- to let me and the girl know tht how useless or talentless i am to them. Well, it has always been the same old shit from my childhood bt in a different time and place. Haizz...whtever...juz 4gt all this crap and move on since i cant change the world to the way i wanted.
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Life is a mysterious path tht every living thing hs to go through...
In my 20 yrs of life, i hv seen a lot of things tht is happening around me, like how friends betray one another, some1 gt into some shit situation and many more....seems like it's countless.
Now starting to understand, actually life hs a lot of definition, depends on different perspectives and opinions....for me, life is like a story, and in tht story, is how u change the plot of the story and how u wan it to end...it's more or less like a movie...if u're smart enough to fix things right, u hv a good life; if nt, u've juz find urself gt F in the A. I think tht most of the ppl hv ups and downs in their life, including myself...recently i hv myself being screwed in sth tht i shouldnt b, bt tht hs been in the past and it is a well learnt lesson for me. B4 i was being adviced by my family and friends, i thought tht my life was meaningless and i always cant make things right...bt after tht, my friends gave me the same advice bt different types of approach, saying tht "Dont give up, juz b u". Tht time, i feel like i juz saw a light brighten up in my life...Now i will continue to struggle to live my life and overcome any obstacles tht lies ahead of me as i will nt backdown easily, and i will never quit fighting for it.
For me, right now i hv my family and some loyal friends is enough for me bcause they know wht is like to b in my shoes and most of all, they really care about me and i do really appreciate it.
Guess i hv crap too much, and it's time to end my very first blog...Hope u'all enjoy it. Peace.
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