Its been a long time since i updated my blog, and it was on the 5 june. Recently, i had a lot of ups and downs and i still manage to overcome it. Last year, a lot of things happened and i couldn't believe that another year had just went by and i'm a year older. Besides, i just graduated from my college for higher diploma and i had so many memories, both good and bad and they taught me a lot about life.

Life is just like a writer and an unpublished book, you are the writer; the unpublished book is your life. You will determine how you want to lead your life cause there is no one other than yourself knows what you want to do in your life and every decision you make will affect you and the people around you. Life is about writing a new chapter for yourself everyday, and you can never go back. You may not change the past, but you can change the future. Sometimes, we may meet new people in our lives and some may leave you to another place or another world, but that doesn't mean you will be forgotten. The decisions and the people will help you grow to become a better person and we must learn to accept for the decisions that we had made and continue to live on, or else we will be trapped in the past and we may never grow to become that better person.

Life is about how we express ourselves everyday. If you want to live happily, you have to find and do the things that makes you happy cause no one wants to live a miserable life. However, life may not turn up the way that we always wanted. People may encountered some problems in life and they just don't know how to solve it. Actually everyone in the walks of life have problems and it just depends how you think of it. If you take it seriously, it may ruined your life. Although you can take something lightly, that doesn't mean everything. Therefore, we have to acknowledge and fully aware of the decisions in our life and we shouldn't rush into making it.

Although i felt a little regret in leaving without finishing my degree, i never intend to look back. It makes me feel sad that i have to leave all the memories behind, but i know that i have to move on and so as for all of you who is reading this blog cause life is full of challenges and we have only one chance to experience in our entire lives. I hope that this may inspire your life. God bless
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In real life, people do often make changes in many different ways and in many different situations. The changes that we live in are divided in categories which is good for us or bad for us, and we can't stop what the world is changing around us. People might say that they can change back the way that they wanted, but do you think that you can just live in the past for the rest of your life and never move on?

We face changes every minute and every second of our daily life and we should not look back into the past if we are to live everyday. You can maintain the dates of your calendar and keep hold of yourself or you might just want to keep yourself from the outside world, but how long will you last and realize that this is futile? People are not the creator of time and we don't have the ability to stop time, only God creates time and only Him will decide your fate in time. Even we use time machines to change our past, then we are just playing God.

The changes that we face are often good for us and we should not blame the results. Even we are to blame, blame ourselves for creating it. God creates changes and miracles for people and we are the one who have to utilize it. Every changes in life serves a lesson to all of us and it often shows one thing in common- the definition of life. Therefore, don't try to hide from the changes that we face; rather we should just face the changes if we are to continue to live among each other.

For those who are facing a hard time in life, remember to have faith in yourself and start to make some arrangements in your life. Although we are not the creator of time, that does not mean that we can't create our own destiny. God creates changes for us to learn from our mistakes. If we don't learn, we will never grow. Like a plant, you can't stop the plant from growing unless you provide water and good soil. For us, we are like plants; the soil is our foundation, water is our changes and God is our sunlight. So, we must learn to grow from the changes of our past.

To conclude, don't try to avoid the changes that is coming for you; invite, utilize and move on in your life because you may not know what is the end results and most of all, what God has planned for you. Remember one thing, God has never put us to suffer, He wants us to learn from our mistakes and continue to live through the changes in our life. So, believe in Him and believe in yourself that you can face it. God bless.
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In the real world, ppl do often criticize others and take their weakness as for their own amusement. Bt wht they dun realize is tht y they start all of this in the first place. Well, now i do understand. It all starts with the person hving a hard time living in his/her own life and in order to relieve his/her pain, he/she may bring others' prob as their own amusement. In the end, who r we to pity?? therefore, if we r to avoid, we must hv belief. It may sound weird in this sense, bt try to think it as a sense of belief in ur God for help, which means seek help from Him. No matter when or where, u must believe in Him tht He will try to put upon sth good in ur life and He will erase all the sins tht u hv in ur life. Besides, try to pray everyday b4 u sleep and after u wake up and even go to temple or church every week to show ur belief and dedication in Him. From tht day onwards, put Him as ur 1st thing in ur life cause no matter wht, u can always count on Him to help u when u're in need.

There is always a saying "a picture is worth a thousands words". This really amaze me cause it's really hard to find a thousand words to paint out ur love for a woman. The word "beautiful" will b the 1st word to come out in my mind when i start to think of her. I met her through our first meeting in church today and i cant really find another to replace her beauty and her charming smile to me. This mayb my love for a 1st sight and now i really cant stop thinking about her beautiful smile cause there's one said " a smile can make a difference to anyone" and now i know y. To me, now the word beautiful can b descirbed in her onli. Bt, the true definition can b described in many ways tht u can define a certain thing tht is worth for u to like and love.

Now after the service, i felt tht God has brought me to a new church and met a lot of new faces. I hv nt onli met a lot of new friends, bt also gave me the chance to make my turning point in life. I cant say tht love lasts forever and she may hv a bf alr, bt with wht today tht i hd learned in church, i start to feel a sense of change in me and i will continue to turn to this positive side to nt onli help myself, bt also to help out my friends so tht they can live in peace and harmony. I'll stop my blog here and i hope tht the ppl who r reading this may inspire ur life. God bless u all =D
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To live a wonderful life, its nt onli to hv everything tht u hv ever desired, its how u make urself and others live in peace and harmony. In life, one must nt avoid any mistakes in life cause the onli thing tht will help u growing is ur mistakes. For the past few yrs, i hd done a lot of mistakes and now thinking back, it serves as a lesson tht i cant never gt from anywhere else.

It may nt b easy for some of u to live life in a hard way, bt tht doesnt mean tht u hv to make it more miserable than ever. Hope and belief r the keys in ur life if u r willing to give urself a second chance to change. No matter wht religion u r, u must hv faith in ur God and He will belief in u cause God has put faith in us when He built us. So, y dun give urself a chance to change the future from ur past so tht u can live happily??

In addition, dont try to avoid any challenges in life cause they r the onli thing tht will ever keep u from learning. Even if u face the hardest challenge, u shouldnt run away from it. Put in ur strength to face it and move ahead cause these struggles u face r juz wht u need to fulfill ur potential for greatness. Take the movie "300" for example, u can see even with 300 spartans against 2,000,000 persians, the spartans knew tht they were outnumbered, bt they still continue to fight to the end and left number of casualties for the persians and in the end, they were forced to retreat.

I'll end this blog here and i hope tht i hv shed some light for those who r reading this. Take care and God bless.
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Life...is simple. U make choices and dun look back. For me, i agree to disagree cause u cant change wht is being done in the past. In this past few months, there r so many things happenned in my life, there r some good times and there r as well bad times. During the good times, i enjoyed life so much tht how i wish it could juz stop there, bt i start to think...if there is onli good times in my life, then there is nth left for me to learn mistakes tht i take for granted in anything tht i hv done or others hv done to me. To simplify, without knowing wht is right and wrong, we will never learn and change. There is a saying "there is nth right or wrong in life, onli u urself can define it and nt by wht other ppl think of it." i've been living with this motto for quite some time and i start to feel tht it is quite true as well. In life, there is nth good or bad, wht lies behind it is how u see this and how u think of it.

Besides, u cant take everything serious in life cause u will find it hard to go through if u try to go against it. My mentor said to me tht if u take everything seriously in (hotel) life, then u will find it hard to live through and gt along with the industry. From wht i heard, there r a lot of ppl had walk this path and now they r pursuing in other careers. Wht ever it is, dun try to think tht the whole world is against u. Remember tht humans r born to b creative, nt to b perfect cause nth is perfect in this world.

To conclude, gv urself and others a chance to change and dun take everything so serious so tht u may live in peace and harmony. I may continue this in another part in the future. To those who r reading this, i hope tht u can drop down everything in the past and start to chase ur dream and live for the future. Take care and God bless...=D
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Recently, i'm hving my internship in Sunway Resort Hotel & Spa and i start to wonder whether this is the right course for me. Day by day, i began to wonder as if this is only juz the beginning of a nightmare or is this all juz an illusion cause my life is totally like hell. Everyday, i've to gt up early to help them do their chorrs or called unfinish business. To me, tht is nt the big prob, the real prob lies on the fucking manager who is sitting there juz run her mouth the way tht she juz like owned the place. For God's sake, i dun gt paid and i hv to work for u and somemore let u hummiliate me and take away my dignity in front of the guests. Totally an arrogant self-centered bitch...

Overall, this is the onli darkest hours in my life. At work, the staff are quite nice and friendly to me and i respect them a lot cause they are really caring and helpful to me. After work, i enjoyed spending time with my friends for dinner, supper or juz chillin' in the room or even the condo's park. In this past few days, i've been thinking a lot and i found out tht i've complaint too much on the bitch and as well as the fucking retarded tasks tht been assigned by her. Actually, although its really retarded and i didnt learn anything from there in these past few months, i realised tht if i ignore all this and pretend her reprimands are juz like songs, my days in the restaurant will soon fly by so fast. So far, i've learnt to endure and nt to take anything too seriously when they are nt supposed to..

Few days ago, i planned to continue my 3rd of degree in Australia and i found my college, which is known as Griffith. I wish to move there cause i've heard tht nt onli tht i can earn money during training, bt also i wish to pursue my interest in bartending and i heard tht there is the best place to learn a lot more than wht i can learn in Taylors. I've talked to my dad and he agreed to let me go there, now is left tht i need to find out info about the school, the living place, my credit transfer and visa. There is a 70% of probability tht i will continue there and the 30% left is tht i will miss my friends here in KL. Guys, if u're reading this, i wan to thank u all for the times tht we hv and i will nt 4gt the friendship and the times tht we are goofing around.

Ok, i'll stop my blog here today...Cya!!
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“I can’t smile without you”
Duration: 3:14
By: Barry Manilow
Year: 1978

*whistle*
You know
I can’t smile without you
Can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh
And I can’t sing
Finding it hard
To do anything (and I see)
Feel sad when you’re sad
Feel glad when you’re glad
If you only knew
What I’m going through
I just can’t smile without you

You came along
Just like a song
And brighten my day
Who would believe in
You’re the part of the dream
Now it all seems
Like you give it away
Now you know
I can’t smile without you
Can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh
And I can’t sing
Finding it hard
To do anything (and I see)
Feel sad when you’re sad
Feel glad when you’re glad
If you only knew
What I’m going through
I just can’t smile without you

Some people said
Happiness takes so very long to find
While I find it hard
Believe in your heart behind (and you see)
I can’t smile without you
Can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh
And I can’t sing
Finding it hard
To do anything (and I see)
Feel glad when you’re glad
Feel sad when you’re sad
If you only knew
What I’m going through
I just can’t smile without you

Can’t smile without you X3…
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